Slipknot - Sulfur

Such a Gloomy..

Aku bekerja di MyFC kerana aku bahagia melayan karenah pelanggan2 yg datang...
Mkn pun free...
memang la letih keje sbb slalu blk pkl 11 mlm dari pkl 10 pg..13 jam duh..
walaupun gaji cuma RM4++ je, aku xkisah sbb aku bknnye guna sgt pun duit 2..family aku yg guna..
aku sboleh2nya nak rehat je byk so aku xkisah gaji aku sikit coz xpandang la duit 2..bkn bleh bg aku bahagia pun..

Lagipun aku nak kena stabilkan kesihatan aku blk..sejak akhir2 ni, kesihatan aku smakin teruk.. dada kiri aku asyik sakit je..dan lelah aku bertambah teruk( aku agak je sbb stiap kali aku ketawa, aku akn batuk xberhenti dan nafas aku tersekat2 / tercungap2..) tp bila aku tgk simptom aku d website, aku mungkin kena pleurisy (keliling kelenjar pernafasan menjadi radang) atau bronchitis @ Langinitis (radang di kerongkong). 

Memang la keje makmal lebih tinggi gajinya tp mkn kdg2..@pun xsempat langsung..nak kena kluar p bli lg..tolak duit mkn, tinggal brapa la gaji aku klu kena p bli mkn tiap2 hr.. keje MyFC plak, wlpun xsempat nak kkn sbb busy sgt, mknn dah ada d dpn mata, free je..xpyh wak kluar duit pun..

Sbnrnya aku confius sgt... aku nak bg diri aku bhgia ke atau ibubapa aku bahagia?

huhuhu

salahkah aku hendak menggunakn hset br...ini pun salah satu hajat terakhirku...
walaupun aku xtau lg bila aku akan mati..tp aku tahu yg mungkin masa aku dah xlama..bdn aku smakin hr smakin lemah.. so aku xkan tunjukkan kelemahan aku kpd org len..aku hanya mampu senyum je dalam ape2 situasi..aku xnak org simpati kat aku..
aku dah lama teringin nak buat medical checkup..tp xdpt2..aku xnak mati tanpa tau penyakit aku...
kadang2 aku rasa jantung, otak dll aku ada masalah..
Ya Allah..hamba mohon agar benarkanlah hambaMu ini tahu penyakit dulu sblm Kau mengambil nyawa yg Kau pinjamkan kepadaku...Terima kasih dan aku bersyukur kerana masih hidup sampai sekarang atas pemberianMu ini..Ain..

Doaku tercapai...

Aku akhirnya memiliki handset Mi300 jenama CSL dengan bayaran ansuran sebanyak RM54 sebulan.. pekerja kedai 2 kata keluaran terbaru.. CSL Android duh...unlimited download software..

aku pilih hset ni sbb camera 5 megapixel, ada wifi, ada camera light dan bla..bla..bla...
xsabar aku nak guna..tp..sapa2 pun xtau lg tentang hset ni..kecuali makayah, adik perempuan, dan rakan sekerja aku je yg tau.. klu kak aku tau, mesti aku kena leter dan klu adik laki aku tau, mesti dia proses hset 2..huhu
http://www.cslcare.com/index.php/products/mobile-phone/m-series/item/116-mi300

Sad Love Story / Sad Love Song / Sad Sonata

STORYLINE
Hae-in maybe blind but her disability didn't stop her from living her life to the fullest. When her aunt, Audrey, found a job as a pub singer in a military campsite, she met Joon-young. He wasn't friendly to her when they first met but felt guilty when he learned that Hae-in is blind and yet he treats her badly. Impressed in Ha-In's personality, he tried to befriend her and helped her fit in. Eventually, they became close friends. Trusting her, he brought Hae-in to his secret hideout. In return, she gave him a necklace with her name engraved on it. As years passed, their relationship became deeper and spent their entire life sharing one dream, one love.
Audrey got married to an American soldier and promised that Hae-in would get an eye operation. Joon-young allowed her to go to America. He swore that he would take both ends of the world to find her. He gave her a voice recorder so they could communicate. At first, everything worked out well until when her uncle became possesive of Audrey. He made their lives a living hell. Threatened of what he could possibly do to Hae-in, she decided to leave him for good. They went from one place to another to get away from her husband. Hae-in lost communication with Joon-young. He continues to send his voice tapes even if Hae-in haven't been replying for a long time.
During Joon-young's senior year, he stayed at his dad's. He changed his name to Choi Joon-kyu for legal purposes. There he met Gun-woo, son of a business tycoon. They became best friends along with Jin-pyo. After school, Gun-woo went to New York for college.
Hae-in stays in the park while her aunt tries to look for a job. She was drawn when she heard somebody playing her favorite song, LOVE, which turned out to be Gun-woo. He was amazed of her striking beauty and started to have interest on her. He helped them settle down and find a job. He recommended Audrey to one of the clubs in New York. Excited of the audition, she fell and couldn't perform. Hae-in was convinced to try out instead. The owner was mesmerized of her voice and hired her.
Hwa-jung, an obsessed childhood friend, followed Joon-young and lived with him. He didn't like the idea but she insisted. Everytime she tries to allure him, he doesn't pay attention. She got upset knowing that Joon-young could never be hers. She resent all the voice tapes Hae-in mailed without Joon-young getting it. Hae-in got surprised when all of her tapes were returned. She anxiously sent more tapes hoping that Joon-young would eventually receive it. With all the jealousy involved, Hwa-jung sent a letter to Hae-in saying that Joon-young died in an accident. She even put the necklace Hae-in gave him so she would believe her.
Hae-in was heartbroken. She tried to end her life thinking that she could never be with Joon-young again. Gun-woo helped her surpass the depression. He anonymously offered to pay for her eye operation when she had an accident. Hae-in got her sight back.
Joon-young kept his promise of finding Hae-in. He asked for travel sponsorship from Gun-woo. He was able to go to New York but he didn't find Hae-in in her old address. Worst, he got involved in a drug dealing business by mistake and was deported. After a while, he was drafted.

Gun-woo proposed his love to Hae-in after long years of waiting. They were informally engaged. They returned to Korea to start a recording business with his friends, including Joon-young. When they came back, he introduced Hae-in as her fiancée. Joon-young was all shocked seeing her again. He didn't admit that he knows her because of Gun-woo. Since Hae-in never saw how Joon-young looks like and he was introduced as Joon-kyu, she didn't have any idea. Besides, she thought Joon-young is already dead.
Gun-woo produced a recording album with Hae-in as the singer and Joon-young as the composer. Eventhough Joon-young gives her a hard time during rehearsals, she gets suspicious how similar he sounds and acts like Joon-young.
At the hype of Hae-in's success, she found out that Joon-young is alive when she accidentally saw him in their secret place. They continued their relationship behind Gun-woo's back.
Gun-woo felt betrayed when he learned that his best friend is Hae-in's first love. He ended his friendship with Joon-young and tried to break them up. Even if he really wants Hae-in to be his, he can't seem to bear seeing her unhappy. He gave up and sacrificed his love.
During Hae-in's concert, a conspiracy was about to happen. Gun-woo's brother in law is up to something and he found out. To keep Gun-woo from telling other people about it, he hired an assassin. He tried to kill Gun-woo but Joon-young saved him and got shot. Joon-young was rushed to the hospital but doctors said that he wouldn't make it.
Joon-young wanted to go back to Hae-in's concert as promised that he'd be there. Gun-woo granted his friend's wish and helped him pretend that everything is all right. He died right after Hae-in's first song.
Ten years later, Hae-in went back to their secret place with their son. She tried to live her life with Joon-young's memories and love in her heart.

 CAST

Kwon Sang-woo
as Suh Joon-young / Choi Joon-kyu

Kim Hee-seon
as Park Hae-in

 

Yeon Jeong-hoon
as Lee Gun-woo

OST

1. Shib Nyun Ee Ji Na Do (Even If Ten Years Pass) - Song Seung Hun
02. Myut Bun Eul He Uh Jyuh Do (Even If We Seperate So Many Times) - Kim Hee Sun
03. Myut Bun Eul He Uh Jyuh Do (Even If We Seperate So Many Times) - Yun Jung Hoon
04. Geu Dae Reul (You) - Song Seung Hun
05. Da Reun Sarang Man Na Do (Even If You Meet Someone Else) - SG Wannabe
06. Shib Nyun Ee Ji Na Do Even (If Ten Years Pass)
07. Ta Buh Rin Na Moo (Burnt Tree) - M TO M
09. Not Guilty - Kwak Eun Ki
10. Shib Nyun Ee Ji Na Do (Even If Ten Years Pass ) - Piano Nocturn
11. Myut Bun Eul He Uh Jyuh Do (Even If We Seperate So Many Times) - Piano Nocturn
12. Shib Nyun Ee Ji Na Do (Even If Ten Years Pass) - Instrumental

http://www.mjgraphix.com/korean/KDRAMA/SADLOVESTORY/sadlovestory.htm

Link to see http://www.mysoju.com/korean-drama/sad-love-song/

Sad Love Story  / Sad Love Song / Sad Sonata drama is from manga The Sad Love Story . Both of them have a little (?) different storyline but its same..a sad story and song..

 

Summary

As a child, Joon-young was always teased because his mother owned a bar that served Americans. When he meets Hae-in, a blind girl, they become childhood sweethearts and he vows to always protect her. However, Hae-in and her mom take off one night, leaving Joon-young and his promise behind. Hae-in later meets Gun-woo, the rich son of a CEO. Among these three, a tragic love triangle begins to form...

Link to read  http://www.mangafox.com/manga/sad_love_story

PSST: I'm so sad and cring when i see and read both of them..the ost song is same so sad..