Slipknot - Sulfur

Such a Gloomy..

Aku bekerja di MyFC kerana aku bahagia melayan karenah pelanggan2 yg datang...
Mkn pun free...
memang la letih keje sbb slalu blk pkl 11 mlm dari pkl 10 pg..13 jam duh..
walaupun gaji cuma RM4++ je, aku xkisah sbb aku bknnye guna sgt pun duit 2..family aku yg guna..
aku sboleh2nya nak rehat je byk so aku xkisah gaji aku sikit coz xpandang la duit 2..bkn bleh bg aku bahagia pun..

Lagipun aku nak kena stabilkan kesihatan aku blk..sejak akhir2 ni, kesihatan aku smakin teruk.. dada kiri aku asyik sakit je..dan lelah aku bertambah teruk( aku agak je sbb stiap kali aku ketawa, aku akn batuk xberhenti dan nafas aku tersekat2 / tercungap2..) tp bila aku tgk simptom aku d website, aku mungkin kena pleurisy (keliling kelenjar pernafasan menjadi radang) atau bronchitis @ Langinitis (radang di kerongkong). 

Memang la keje makmal lebih tinggi gajinya tp mkn kdg2..@pun xsempat langsung..nak kena kluar p bli lg..tolak duit mkn, tinggal brapa la gaji aku klu kena p bli mkn tiap2 hr.. keje MyFC plak, wlpun xsempat nak kkn sbb busy sgt, mknn dah ada d dpn mata, free je..xpyh wak kluar duit pun..

Sbnrnya aku confius sgt... aku nak bg diri aku bhgia ke atau ibubapa aku bahagia?

huhuhu

salahkah aku hendak menggunakn hset br...ini pun salah satu hajat terakhirku...
walaupun aku xtau lg bila aku akan mati..tp aku tahu yg mungkin masa aku dah xlama..bdn aku smakin hr smakin lemah.. so aku xkan tunjukkan kelemahan aku kpd org len..aku hanya mampu senyum je dalam ape2 situasi..aku xnak org simpati kat aku..
aku dah lama teringin nak buat medical checkup..tp xdpt2..aku xnak mati tanpa tau penyakit aku...
kadang2 aku rasa jantung, otak dll aku ada masalah..
Ya Allah..hamba mohon agar benarkanlah hambaMu ini tahu penyakit dulu sblm Kau mengambil nyawa yg Kau pinjamkan kepadaku...Terima kasih dan aku bersyukur kerana masih hidup sampai sekarang atas pemberianMu ini..Ain..

Doaku tercapai...

Aku akhirnya memiliki handset Mi300 jenama CSL dengan bayaran ansuran sebanyak RM54 sebulan.. pekerja kedai 2 kata keluaran terbaru.. CSL Android duh...unlimited download software..

aku pilih hset ni sbb camera 5 megapixel, ada wifi, ada camera light dan bla..bla..bla...
xsabar aku nak guna..tp..sapa2 pun xtau lg tentang hset ni..kecuali makayah, adik perempuan, dan rakan sekerja aku je yg tau.. klu kak aku tau, mesti aku kena leter dan klu adik laki aku tau, mesti dia proses hset 2..huhu
http://www.cslcare.com/index.php/products/mobile-phone/m-series/item/116-mi300

Sad Love Story / Sad Love Song / Sad Sonata

STORYLINE
Hae-in maybe blind but her disability didn't stop her from living her life to the fullest. When her aunt, Audrey, found a job as a pub singer in a military campsite, she met Joon-young. He wasn't friendly to her when they first met but felt guilty when he learned that Hae-in is blind and yet he treats her badly. Impressed in Ha-In's personality, he tried to befriend her and helped her fit in. Eventually, they became close friends. Trusting her, he brought Hae-in to his secret hideout. In return, she gave him a necklace with her name engraved on it. As years passed, their relationship became deeper and spent their entire life sharing one dream, one love.
Audrey got married to an American soldier and promised that Hae-in would get an eye operation. Joon-young allowed her to go to America. He swore that he would take both ends of the world to find her. He gave her a voice recorder so they could communicate. At first, everything worked out well until when her uncle became possesive of Audrey. He made their lives a living hell. Threatened of what he could possibly do to Hae-in, she decided to leave him for good. They went from one place to another to get away from her husband. Hae-in lost communication with Joon-young. He continues to send his voice tapes even if Hae-in haven't been replying for a long time.
During Joon-young's senior year, he stayed at his dad's. He changed his name to Choi Joon-kyu for legal purposes. There he met Gun-woo, son of a business tycoon. They became best friends along with Jin-pyo. After school, Gun-woo went to New York for college.
Hae-in stays in the park while her aunt tries to look for a job. She was drawn when she heard somebody playing her favorite song, LOVE, which turned out to be Gun-woo. He was amazed of her striking beauty and started to have interest on her. He helped them settle down and find a job. He recommended Audrey to one of the clubs in New York. Excited of the audition, she fell and couldn't perform. Hae-in was convinced to try out instead. The owner was mesmerized of her voice and hired her.
Hwa-jung, an obsessed childhood friend, followed Joon-young and lived with him. He didn't like the idea but she insisted. Everytime she tries to allure him, he doesn't pay attention. She got upset knowing that Joon-young could never be hers. She resent all the voice tapes Hae-in mailed without Joon-young getting it. Hae-in got surprised when all of her tapes were returned. She anxiously sent more tapes hoping that Joon-young would eventually receive it. With all the jealousy involved, Hwa-jung sent a letter to Hae-in saying that Joon-young died in an accident. She even put the necklace Hae-in gave him so she would believe her.
Hae-in was heartbroken. She tried to end her life thinking that she could never be with Joon-young again. Gun-woo helped her surpass the depression. He anonymously offered to pay for her eye operation when she had an accident. Hae-in got her sight back.
Joon-young kept his promise of finding Hae-in. He asked for travel sponsorship from Gun-woo. He was able to go to New York but he didn't find Hae-in in her old address. Worst, he got involved in a drug dealing business by mistake and was deported. After a while, he was drafted.

Gun-woo proposed his love to Hae-in after long years of waiting. They were informally engaged. They returned to Korea to start a recording business with his friends, including Joon-young. When they came back, he introduced Hae-in as her fiancée. Joon-young was all shocked seeing her again. He didn't admit that he knows her because of Gun-woo. Since Hae-in never saw how Joon-young looks like and he was introduced as Joon-kyu, she didn't have any idea. Besides, she thought Joon-young is already dead.
Gun-woo produced a recording album with Hae-in as the singer and Joon-young as the composer. Eventhough Joon-young gives her a hard time during rehearsals, she gets suspicious how similar he sounds and acts like Joon-young.
At the hype of Hae-in's success, she found out that Joon-young is alive when she accidentally saw him in their secret place. They continued their relationship behind Gun-woo's back.
Gun-woo felt betrayed when he learned that his best friend is Hae-in's first love. He ended his friendship with Joon-young and tried to break them up. Even if he really wants Hae-in to be his, he can't seem to bear seeing her unhappy. He gave up and sacrificed his love.
During Hae-in's concert, a conspiracy was about to happen. Gun-woo's brother in law is up to something and he found out. To keep Gun-woo from telling other people about it, he hired an assassin. He tried to kill Gun-woo but Joon-young saved him and got shot. Joon-young was rushed to the hospital but doctors said that he wouldn't make it.
Joon-young wanted to go back to Hae-in's concert as promised that he'd be there. Gun-woo granted his friend's wish and helped him pretend that everything is all right. He died right after Hae-in's first song.
Ten years later, Hae-in went back to their secret place with their son. She tried to live her life with Joon-young's memories and love in her heart.

 CAST

Kwon Sang-woo
as Suh Joon-young / Choi Joon-kyu

Kim Hee-seon
as Park Hae-in

 

Yeon Jeong-hoon
as Lee Gun-woo

OST

1. Shib Nyun Ee Ji Na Do (Even If Ten Years Pass) - Song Seung Hun
02. Myut Bun Eul He Uh Jyuh Do (Even If We Seperate So Many Times) - Kim Hee Sun
03. Myut Bun Eul He Uh Jyuh Do (Even If We Seperate So Many Times) - Yun Jung Hoon
04. Geu Dae Reul (You) - Song Seung Hun
05. Da Reun Sarang Man Na Do (Even If You Meet Someone Else) - SG Wannabe
06. Shib Nyun Ee Ji Na Do Even (If Ten Years Pass)
07. Ta Buh Rin Na Moo (Burnt Tree) - M TO M
09. Not Guilty - Kwak Eun Ki
10. Shib Nyun Ee Ji Na Do (Even If Ten Years Pass ) - Piano Nocturn
11. Myut Bun Eul He Uh Jyuh Do (Even If We Seperate So Many Times) - Piano Nocturn
12. Shib Nyun Ee Ji Na Do (Even If Ten Years Pass) - Instrumental

http://www.mjgraphix.com/korean/KDRAMA/SADLOVESTORY/sadlovestory.htm

Link to see http://www.mysoju.com/korean-drama/sad-love-song/

Sad Love Story  / Sad Love Song / Sad Sonata drama is from manga The Sad Love Story . Both of them have a little (?) different storyline but its same..a sad story and song..

 

Summary

As a child, Joon-young was always teased because his mother owned a bar that served Americans. When he meets Hae-in, a blind girl, they become childhood sweethearts and he vows to always protect her. However, Hae-in and her mom take off one night, leaving Joon-young and his promise behind. Hae-in later meets Gun-woo, the rich son of a CEO. Among these three, a tragic love triangle begins to form...

Link to read  http://www.mangafox.com/manga/sad_love_story

PSST: I'm so sad and cring when i see and read both of them..the ost song is same so sad..

SS501 - BECAUSE I'M STUPID

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BXNJVR4aptM

Situasi ni pernah aku rasakan dahulu..dulu aku sukakn budak 1 kolej yg berada dlm klas aku serta group aku..namanya Nazri..kini hanya tinggal kenangan..aku nak lupakan perasaan ini...

Ni lirik SS501 - Because I'm Stupid dlm bahasa korea:-

Nae meoriga neomuna nappaseo
Neo hanapakke nan moreugo
Tareun sarameun pogoittneun neon
Ireon naema-eumdo moreugettji

Neoui harue naran eoptgettji
Tto chu'eokjoch'a eoptgettjiman
Neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
Chakku nunmuli heureugoisseo

Neoui dwaetmoseubeul poneungeotdo nan haengbokiya
Ajik naui ma-eumeul mollado
Kkeutnae seuch'ideusi kado

Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen
Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

Neoui harue nan eoptgettji
Tto kieokjoch'a eoptgettjiman
Neoman paraman pogoittneun nan
Honja ch'ueokeul mandeulgo isseo

Naegen sarangiran areumdaun sangch'eokat'a
Neoui yeppeun misoreul poado
Hamkke nan utjido mothae

Niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
Kaseum sirigo seulp'eun naleneun
Niga pogosip'ta ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

Bye, bye, never say goodbye
Ireohke chapji mothajiman
I need you amu maldo mothae I want you
Paraedo dasi paraedo

Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen
Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU

Niga neomu saenggaknaneun nalen
Kaseum sirigo seulp'eun naleneun
Niga pogosip'ta ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

Ni plak maksud lagu ni dlm english..

Because I'm so stupid and such a fool
My eyes don't see nobody but you
Even though I know you love someone else
You could never know the pain that I felt
Oh oh oh

You probably never think of me at all
And I know we have no memories
But the one who really wants you is me
In the end only my tears will fall

I stay, you walk away
I stand back, watching you day by day
You can't see that I'm so in love with you
Like the wind you just fly right through (ohhh)

There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

You'll probably never have a dream of me
And I know I'm in love all alone
That's why we don't really have memories
In the end, I'll make them all on my own

Love's like a river of tears
That will flow whenever you're not here
Even though your heart will never be mine
It's enough just seeing you smile

There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

Bye, bye, never say goodbye
Even though it's not me by your side
I need you , I just can't say it but I want you
I cannot stop wishing for you

There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I love you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you
There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I miss you" somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

kena btl lagu ni dgn aku...oh..i miss him...

Pengalaman guna mesin cashier..

Mula2 keje cashier kat MyFC, kami guna mesin cashier yg kena taip menu ke dlm komputer, kemudian slepas CPU rosak, kami kena guna mesin cashier yg mcm kat kedai2 runcit dan pasaraya 2..ala..mesin tekan2 tu..dan kena tulis menu yg planggan pesan pada kertas kosong..
skrg kami guna mesin cashier yg touch screen..dah updated duh..xpyh nak taip menu dah..just touch screen kat lcd komputer je..mula2 kekok la gak..tp Alhamdulillah aku dpt gak biasakn diri..
Kami smua 4 cashier iaitu aku, sal, mas dan zainee..sal berada d tgh2..cashier bleh, kitchen pun bleh.. tp ikutkan aku pun bleh gak bhgn kitchen cuma aku xtau bab gas dan proses ayam je..  yang best nye..masa mesin cashier touch screen br smpi, aku san sal yg bertugas..dan kami dpt id cashier sendiri..hehe.. mas msk pkl 2 manakala zainee plak pkl 7 pm..so kami yg beruntung..tp sbb cashier ramai sgt, kami pki id 123 je la..
pengalaman br yg xdpt aku lupakn..

gila + mereng +sakit hati =??????????

TIDO aku terganggu bila Z call srh msk pkl 1 ptg sbb M msk pkl 7 mlm coz senggugut dan takut org ramai bila brg2 dr MyFC Holding... aku ok je sbb xkisah msk awal..
Masa aku smpi org xbrapa ramai pun..trus aku p punchcard... aku berbisik kat Kak T yg hr 2 aku kena blk lewat 1 jam, hr ni kena mai awal 1 jam plak..nasib2x..
Aku pun p la duduk kat sblah Z dgn muka yg terpaksa senyum..help dia pek sos..
Lori MyFC dtg nak dkt pkl 3 ptg..Kak Manager pun mai skali dan bila sampi masa utk simpan brg2x, kak marah sbb pesan wedges dan fries banyak sgt..sampi 3 @ 4 kotak..last2 tinggal 1 kotak wedges dan kena bw blk ke MyFC Pokok Sena.. habis smua kena marah yg xde kena mengena pun terkena tempiasnya..last2 Kak call S yg bercuti hr ni..so kena la mrh dia sbb pesan brg byk sgt..aku pun hangin gak la..dah tau wedges dan french fries byk lg yg p order smpi 3 @ 4 kotak 2 apekehe..LOL btl..
Dah la dgn CPU rosak..xpepasal kena guna cara manual iaitu guna calculator,pensil dan tangan serta otak utk mengira dan mengingat harga menu...leceh btl..
Dr pkl 8 smpi 10.15 mlm xde planggan dtg..last2 mai 1 geng boy nak mai mkn..km srh bwk blk tp xnak..nak mkn sini gak so kena la berqalah..bg mkn sini..lps 2 mai lg 2 family nak mkn. d kedai so memang xbleh la coz dah pkl 10.30mlm..trus wat muka masam..nak wat cam na..nanti org blakang mrajuk plak..pkl 11 mlm br budak2 tu kluar..hangin btl..
dah la nak kira duit pun kena cara manual..risau plak takut shot duit..huhu..klu shot, jenuh nak ganti tau..
ok..sekian aduan utk hr ni..

what i'm doing in holiday?

Hola...

Aku bgn tido nak dkt pkl 12 tgh hari...

sidai 3 raga pakaian yg baru dbasuh...

on9 Faebook utk Farmville, Barnbuddy..

read manga Fruits Basket on9 di http://www.mangafox.com

ptg main badminton dgn adik (lama btl xmen..)

mlm p potong rambut sampai pendek..(bye2 rambut pjgku..) rasa len bila potong rambut ni..sampai jiran2 kata comel la..cantik la..mcm budak2 pun ada...

tgk supernatural sambil on9 FB...

skrg tulis blog sambil baca manga on9 lg..

maybe smpi pkl 2 pg je berjaga...

esok keje msk pkl 2 ptg..so aku bleh tido lama skit pg esok..hehe
ok..sayonara

a little bit angry...

Spatutnya aku blk pkl 7 mlm hr ni..tp Si Z send msj kata msk pkl 8 mlm...Mula la aku naik angin...ye la syif dia msk pkl 7 tp dia bleh plak kata msk pkl 8 sbb ada hal..aku terpaksa ganti dia slama 1 jam coz xkan nak biar Mas jaga kaunter sorang2..aku bagitau kat staf2 len yg Si Z msk pkl 8 smbil membebel...nasib baik org xramai sgt..yg Kak T plak, kalut nak blk pkl 7 last2 blk pkl 8.11mlm sbb abang dia br mai ambik..padan muka..hehe
ayah aku plak marah kat aku sbb dia dah janji dgn makcik aku nak p mkn sana dgn skaligus p potong rambut aku tp terpaksa cancel...memang aku tau pun makcik aku nak p Jitra mlm ni so aku nak p potong rambut esok.. sapa srh ayah aku p janji dgn makcik.. aku tau ayah aku marah sbb adik aku yg mai ambik aku blk dr keje...
Si Z ni mai pk pkl nak dkt 8.30mlm..ni la org kata janji Melayu..Janji pkl 8mlm tp 8 lbh2 yg datang..hangin aku..bila mai 2 mula la gelabah dan trus punchcard..lps 2..sorry3x..huh nyampah aku..
ok la..aku nak mandi dan trus tido..lps 2 aku nak bgn 4 on9 blk dan baca manga kegemaran aku..bye...

AKU

Aku ni jenis yg sukakn kekemasan dan mahukn semuanya sempurna..
aku bkn jenis org yg x mudah marah dan akn senyum wlpn dmarahi..(not idiot ok)
aku juga jenis org yg suka tido..(klu emosi aku xmenentu. aku akn tido dulu coz bila aku bgn, emosi aku akn stabil blk)
aku jenis org yg suka baca dan tgk manga, komik, drama korea (yg menarik minat aku)..
aku jenis yg mudah touching dgn drama / manga / adengan / filem sedih terutama about love and illness.. nanti aku pun mesti mengalirkn air mata gak..huhu (dan bila dgr lagu jiwang atau sdih)
aku suka sgt dgn kucing smpi tiap2 hr aku akn main gak dgn kucing..xsah klu xmen..
aku impikan seorg kekasih yg menyayangi dan trima aku seadanya..aku jealous dgn psgn kekasih coz aku still single..
aku xsuka dikongkong dan dpergunakn..(tp slalu kena)
aku jenis org yg klu benci skalipun kat seseorg 2, aku akn tetp berbual dgnnya..
aku akn senyum dan happy wlau apepun yg terjadi (marah, sedih dll) dpn org len..(hipokritkah aku?)
aku jenis yg mudah kasihn dan simpati dgn seseorng itu.
aku jenis org yg xkisah apa org nak kata kat aku..
aku half heartless so jgn trasa apa yg aku kata atau hairan dgn perangai aku yg tiba2 heartless atau caring..
aku mudah mengambil berat akn diri seseorg itu dan sanggup berkorban..tp ade ko org yg sanggup wat camtu kat aku (idiot?)
ITU JE KOT TENTANG AKU?XKLU ADA LG AKU AKN EDIT..

I'm back

Lama btl aku xpost kat sini...

busy..busy..busy..nak harvest la..(aku dah mula main barnbuddy dan farmville blk..bkn 1 je tp 3 account facebook aku), nak tgk drama korea on9 la dan baca manga..

masa memang xcukup..dah la limit aku sampai 2 @ 3 pagi je..

klu syif aku esok msk pagi (10a.m), aku akn msk tido pkl 2 am, klu syif aku pkl 2 pm, aku akn tido pkl 3 am dan klu aku cuti, aku akn tido pkl 4 @ 5 am..